The long journey home is a long road that is filled with so many emotions, yet, the journey is filled with possibilities, the pains are so hard that sometimes you can’t see two feet in front you and it feels like these emotions are coming from everywhere. Yet, this deeply profound pain is coming from me, but at the time with such blindness, you believe that it’s coming from somewhere else.
I have heard some say that this deep pain that has buried beneath the souls is coming from a past life that we may or not remember, I tend to agree with that statement, looking around the world and observing the emotions of others, I often wonder if it’s hate, fear or is it this deep pains that people are acting upon, and yet they may not know exactly where this pain is coming from and therefore they may not understand why they do the things they do, to themselves and to each other?
It’s a very good question I think, but I can’t answer that as I am not living their lives, what I can tell you, however, is that the pain is so deep that it’s causing a ripple effect across the planet and throughout the universe and rightfully so too. There has been so much suffering that most believe that this the reality, this is all there is to life, I truly sympathize with them as that is what I once believed too, I myself, once believed that all the personal suffering was going to be it for me, that this is the life, this deep pain that I now know that we all feel, is blinding us to truth and causing a lot of people to react in such a manner that they would not normally do. What I learned about pain from my own experience is that it is like a crippling disease, and pain, when the entire planet is weeping it, can cripple us all if we are not careful.
The journey is harsh at first because you have to figure all of this out, where what and why these are the questions, I used to ask myself these questions all the time until I stopped asking and started listening to my inner voice, listening to the universe and the great mother. It’s within my belief that this deep pain is a good thing because it’s allowing us to feel again, after being so numb. When you are feeling so deeply you are connecting to the deeper part of yourself that has been closed off for so long and with this deeper part of your emotions it can either trigger your own awakening or it can cripple you because you may not know the reasoning for the profound emotion.
There is so much to understand within this journey and so much yet to discover and learn. Learning how to create relationships with ourselves and with each other, having a conclusion that we are crying the same tears, this energy could bring all of us together if we began the listening process. Listening to each other, hear each other’s stories this is how we heal, this is how we heal the planet as well.
Everything as a story and everyone as experiences to share, sharing the pain, hopes, dreams, needs and wants, can help with these painful times, the journey is not about pitting ourselves or each other it’s about sharing a universal understanding like our ancestors once did. We are all at a time in our lives, that this can be done, but we are so hell bent in making each other pay for what our ancestors did long ago. We see only black and white, religion, cultures, creed but we do not have the complicity to see that we are all weeping the same tears.
I was told once that being a warrior is not about fighting its learning how to cry and when you learn how to cry, you can heal and heal others with heartfelt compassion, it’s when you know how to cry, is when you are able to create stronger relations. Learning how to cry changes the relationship you have with yourself, and it changes the kind of relations you want to create and the connection you want and needs, this what a warrior means to feel something so that you can act from the heart.
The journey is filled with twists and turns nothing really is on a straight path, but that’s an evolution for you, anyone says that evolution is a piece of cake has got to be out of their minds. As hard as it might be, we must be grateful for the struggle and challenges, it’s within these trial and tribulations that is bringing us closer to ourselves as we truly are as individuals but also conscious beings. I know its hard to see this right now, but we are moving along the way the Creator intended it to be, and the great mother is clearing the way for us and the future generation.
However, we still have a lot of work ahead of us, there is no question about that. If we keep moving forward, we will make it one day, the journey is about having faith on the road that you are on and when you get stuck don’t be afraid to ask for help, your guides, your ancestors, they are all there walking with you. When asking for help you are saying that I can’t do this alone, no one can do this alone and therefore no one should feel alone in these changes regardless what they look like or what they believe in at the end of the day we do bleed the same colour and we do have hearts.
The journey is about coming together and doing what needs to be done, we have the power when we are connected to the source, we don’t need others dictating how we should live, how we should think and feel, that is a power that we must take back. The journey isn’t about sex, race, colour, culture, this is bigger than that, we must do better than what we are doing. Our children are watching us, and this is something that should be understood, everything we do is affecting their future and the future of their children. We are here for only a few winters and after that, we are gone, and we must know this and understand this significant truth. What we do and don’t do now we won’t be able to fix anything our children will be left with the burden.
On this journey, there is no room for doubts and there is no in between you either are wanting to change yourself for the better or you don’t and reap what you sow that is the bottom line. I think that this journey in this life is the most beautiful experience, even with all the heartaches, challenges, confusions, and frustrations the journey is beautiful because I see the great mother’s children coming together and fighting alongside her and this does ensure a positive future but at this moment, this very second of our lives will determine our destiny not just as a race but for every soul.
When I see our youth taking back and fighting back, I am like that’s it, my children, this is your planet, your destiny and I cannot help myself from getting butterflies in my stomach because I see such creativity, passion, power I know without a doubt something beautiful is about to happen.
The journey is about having faith in yourself and in the path, you are walking on and when you feel that you can’t walk any longer that is when you pray, you pray for strength to keep your feet moving forward, it's hard but when you have faith you are unstoppable. When things begin to bring you down, you pray even harder for strength and endurance, we are resilient it's in our blood and so you pray and get up off your knees.
The road to healing is a long journey that is whole other journey, that may take another lifetime to heal from all the trauma, this journey no one can rush, it takes time, a lot of time, that is how evolution works, time and patience. We will all eventually get to this road of healing, and when we do, that will be another kind of evolution, an evolution of peace and compassion, families and relationships not just with each other, but within ourselves.
This will be an evolution where the animals can roam the earth as they once did when the waters are free to roam the earth and create a new life as it once did. We as a people can roam the earth freely as our ancestors once did, as this planet is for all to share. This will be the renewal time a time where the earth will heal alongside all her children, we still have a long road, but it can be done, it will be done either way our mother is no longer waiting for us to decide to do the right thing. The Journey may be long but at the end, all that we have gone through will the worth it, because we have become better people, that is filled with heartfelt compassion, love without borders when we can roam the earth once again only then when we will know what true freedom looks like.
The journey is yours to create, innovate and pioneer it’s a world all of our own that one day we will be able to share our knowledge without fear and discrimination. We are spiritual beings and it’s high time that we started acting like it.
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